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[catscradle]

I miss the freedom that my little vacation to Orlando granted me for a week. I did what I promised myself, I took a week and didn't think about a damn thing other than making sure I had sun block on at all times. I burn easily. You people that brown and can stay out in the sun for hours on end with baby oil slathered all over you don't know how lucky you are. So it's level 30 sun block for me. Anyway, was nice to forget everything else. No job, no news, no political ads, no parents calling, no job searches. Very relaxing. I could see myself very content to do nothing in particular for the rest of my life. Those people that win the $100 million super lotteries and claim they're going to keep their job because otherwise they'd be bored and lonely? Buy an imagination. Quit your job and let some other poor bastard who needs the money take it. There's plenty to do on your budget now, trust me.

Been back a little over two weeks and I'm starting to feel the stress of everyday life once again. I'm trying to take the advice of my friend and stop worrying about things I can't control. Be positive and all that. It's not easy in this climate. I keep finding myself backsliding into a slump, and it's not something I can afford right now. When you're surrounded by negativity and stupidity in the work place (it's bad enough from your government), you can't let it drag you in the muck along with it. You'll never survive if you do. At the same time, how do you rise up from it? Can you really keep a detachment till something better comes along when all of your instincts are screaming "INSANE TROLL LOGIC!"

I'm working on it.

almostnever, I must thank you for supplying me all the Dom/Lij smut I could get my little hands on today. I read them while doing the student GPA reports this morning. Never let it be said that porn dulls the brain. My brain was rather stimulated. I need to keep that positive reinforcement somehow.

Comments

[almostnever.livejournal.com]

Glad I could help! I take it you found the Masterlist? :D

[catscradle.livejournal.com]

Yes, yes, yes! And it's going to take me many o days and tedious reports to get through this little cache. Thanks :)